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2002
The Rev. Craig A. Phillips, Ph.D., Rector
St. Peter’s Episcopal Church, Arlington, VA
“Keep Awake”
Under the boughs of the boddhi tree, Sidhartha Gautama sat motionless, meditating. At once the solution to
the problem that had brought him to sit under that tree came to him. He opened
his eyes. He was enlightened. He was
awake. That is the story of the Buddha, the name that literally means
"one who is awake.“
The Awake One, the Buddha, had set for himself the goal of
solving the problem of human suffering.
Shortly after his “enlightenment,” he announced to the world that human
suffering is caused by clinging—that is holding onto or trying to possess
persons or things. If we want to put an
end to that suffering, he said, we must extinguish all desire.
That is only the beginning
of what I could say about the Buddha.
[As you probably know, I have frequently taught college courses on a
variety of the world’s religions.]
Perhaps some other time, I can say more about this. My point in telling
this story is to contrast elements of the story of the Buddha with our Gospel
reading this morning. The Buddha is awake. Jesus urges us to be awake.
According to the Scriptures
we have read during the last weeks of Pentecost and this First Sunday of
Advent, we are called to live our lives in constant readiness and
preparedness. Our Gospel reading today
ends as it has for three of the last five weeks with the admonition that we
remain awake because we cannot know
the hour of the Lord’s unexpected return.
Similarly, in our epistle this morning, Paul urges his friends, in so many words, to live lives that are
blameless—lives that if the Lord were to return at this moment would be beyond
reproach. The point of these Scriptures
readings is that we should never do anything that for which we would not be
prepared to give an account or have to explain if the Lord were to return at
that moment.
If you are a teenager whom
your parents trust enough to leave at home without a babysitter, then you know
what I am talking about. If you have
ever been a teenager, you know what I am talking about. You never know when your parents might walk
in the door. You can take a chance, but
if you are surprised then you will have to explain, even account for your
actions. If you have ever been caught,
you know what I mean. There is some
explaining to do and perhaps a few consequences from your decisions that
perhaps you had not fully contemplated.
“Being
awake” to the world around us is central to the life of faith. The figurative use of the idea of being awake is found in both Buddhism and
Christianity—and no doubt in many of the world’s religious traditions. To be awake
is to be alive.
Jesus
often reminded those who heard him, that they had ears but could not hear, and
eyes but they could not see. No doubt
Jesus might also have said that, although many of his hearers were physically
awake, they nonetheless were spiritually asleep. To be faithful to God we must
strive to awake from sleep and be alive and awake to God.
What does it mean for you to
be awake? Let’s think about that
together. What is it like to be
physically awake but spiritually asleep?
I don’t think that we have to imagine that. Most of us know it
only too well. We know how easy it is to
live our lives in a kind of stupor, just going through the motions. We know how it is to be bored with so many
interesting persons, places, and things all around us. We know how is to be so
tired that we can hardly care about anything or anyone else. We know how easy it is to get stuck and for
our lives and relationships to stagnate. And perhaps you know, from your own
experience or from the experience of those you love, how easy it is to become
addicted to such things as caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, or food. In his book Addiction and Grace the psychiatrist
Gerald May argues that to be human is in some way to be addicted. For some
people the states of exhaustion, depression, and addiction that I have
described are medical issues that can be helped by a variety of medications,
therapies, or other remedies.
In spite of all that,
however, we cannot blame our spiritual ennui
solely on our brain or body chemistry.
Many of us often realize that we are spiritually dead and know of no way
to remedy it.
As
the Advent season begins and Christmas looms we are assaulted by the promises
of advertising that the key to personal happiness is to be found in the car we
drive, the deodorant we use, or the diamond jewelry we give or receive. We may enjoy the use of our possessions but
sooner or later we come to realize that they alone cannot supply meaning or
purpose to our lives.
It
is far easier, in fact, to describe what it is like to be spiritually asleep or
dead than it is to describe what it means to be alive. So what does it mean to
be awake and to be alive?
First
and foremost to be spiritually awake or alive is to have a vital and
life-giving relationship with God. When
you pray do you nurture a real relationship that involves silence and
listening, or do you fill your time with “fix it” lists for God? True prayer is not one-sided but involves
building a relationship with God. [If
you have questions about that, you have already taken the first step. You might want to consider finding and
talking about this with a “spiritual director.”] To be truly awake we cannot place our
ultimate trust in our possessions or in any thing—but only in the living
God. Here both the Buddha and Jesus come
to a somewhat similar diagnosis—even if their solutions are somewhat
incompatible. The Buddha tells us that
clinging to things or to people is the cause of human
suffering and that we need to let go if we are to find peace within. Jesus tells us not to place our trust in
treasures that can rust or spoil, but to place our trust in the living
God.
To
be awake and alive is to be engaged in what you do. If stagnation is a sign of spiritual sleep,
then growth is a sign of being alive.
To grow you will have to open yourself to an uncertain future, and trust
that if you remain attentive to the relationships to one another and to God
that good ultimately will come of it.
Advent
is a time of repentance—a time of turning back from the ways and patterns of
our lives that keep us from being truly awake before God. To be truly awake we have to let go of the
things that try to substitute themselves for God and go in search of the living
God—the God who gives us life and hope.
Amen.